Feliz Navidad

Joy to the world .. the lord  has come, let earth receive her king ....... :D

hohoho, joy to the people everywhere you see, Joy to you and me ..

hello Blogxy how do you do??

long time no see yaaa, i was so busy with my college as always, ckck ..

just enjoyed my holiday season at home, so i just hv my time to write down here, hehe ..

how was your Christmas?? 

my Christmas wasnt really enjoyable becoz i got "Diare" *ga elit banget yaahh* ..akibatny, ga bs nikmatin makanan yg enak drumah *mupeng+mewek* )): 

but still tried to enjoy it that mom took a good care of me, ((: *thanks mommy* ..

hmm .. well ppl, i hope you enjoy your christmas and the holiday season better than me ^_^ ..

share your joy to everyone around you and stay health :D ..

may God bless n guide us through the following year, Amin !!

Merry Christmas 25 Des. 2k12 & Happy New Year 1 Jan. 2k13 ..

warm hugs n lot of kiss,


*imchie*

Pengharapan yg membuatQ bersemangat (: !!

Selamat Tahun Baru, 1 Jan. 2013 ..

365 hari itu telah berlalu .. 

time flies ya, doesn't walk hehe .. 

sangat2 tidak terasa, ternyata udah ganti tahun lagi .. rasanya, baru kemarin aq merayakan ibadah syukur tutup tahun bersama keluarga besarQ .. rasanya, baru kemarin aq sibuk di dapur membuat kue dan jadi koki, hehehe .. rasanya juga, baru kemarin aq kembali ke kampus dan memulai semester yg baru .. hmm, thanks God anyway krn aq suka dgn waktu yg tidak terasa ini .. tahu knp? krn sjujurnya aq tak sabar ingin merasakan dan menikmati hari itu .. satu hari dmn aq dapat menyaksikan mereka yg kukasihi, menangis bahagia krn keberhasilanQ .. ingin menikmati hari2 dmn aq dpt menjadi kebanggaan papa & mama, membahagiakan mereka dan menyaksikan dunia yg Tuhan janjikan padaQ .. 

hahhh ((: aq tersenyum lebar setiap kali aq menyadari bahwa aq memiliki pengharapan .. pengharapan yang selalu membuatQ hidup dalam kesabaran dan ketekunan utk berjuang sampai kpd titik itu .. pengharapan sungguh menolongQ bertahan dan menikmati setiap hari yg kulewati .. pengharapan membuatQ begitu bersemangat mengejar semua impianQ .. terimakasih "harapan", terima kasih Tuhan utk mengajariQ akan hal itu .. 

tahun 2013 yg telah dtg .. penuh misteri bagiQ, bagi dia dan bagi mereka .. mungkin kami memang tidak pernah dapat tahu apa yang akan terjadi selangkah saja di depan kami. kami tidak pernah tahu bgmn kehidupan kami pada 1 detik kemudian .. namun kami percaya Tuhan, kasihMu setia dan adil .. tidak pernah Tuhan tinggalkan kami utk menjalani kehidupan ini sendiri .. ketika Tuhan menghantar kami memasuki tahun ini, maka kami yakin bahwa Tuhan pula yg akan selalu memelihara .. hanya saja ya Tuhan .. semangat kami seringkali kian meredup .. maukah Tuhan tolong kami utk selalu mengusahakan dan menjaga, agar semangat kami tetap dan selalu dapat siaga???

Tuhan .. no words good enough to thank you ..

tidak pernah dapat sama apa yg kami beri untukMu ..

itulah sebabny kami begitu mengucap syukur memiliki Allah sepertiMu, ..

Allah yg tidak kekurangan sesuatu apapun, sehingga seolah2 membutuhkan pertolongan dari manusia ciptaan-Nya .. 

terima kasih Tuhann, terima kasih ..

tahun 2013 kami serahkan padaMu .. biarlah pengharapan yg tertanam dalam hati dan pikiran kami, dapat terus menguatkan kami menjalani hari hidup yg masih Tuhan karuniakan ..

selamat menjalani kehidupan di tahun yang baru, selamat berefleksi and keep movin' forward ((: :D :*

this is what i call "Perfect"

Luckily ..

hehee .. 

setelah pengalaman2 yg sangat berharga dr Palolo (dan ada tambahan uang saku :p), 

sampe Makassar ketemu orang2 terkasih .. ternyata masih blum berhenti juga kejutan2 dr Tuhan ..

SURPRISINGLYYYYYYYY .. 

checked out my GPA and .. 

taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :

PERFECTO .. i got 4.00, hehehe .. thanks GOD, im nothing without You ..

YOU'RE AWESOME .. 

thanks for mom and dad, for my older brothers n sisters for all support ..

this is for you :*

Orientasi-Ku (From the early June to the end of July ^,^)

Palolo .. sedikit mirip dgn nama kota kelahiranQ, Palopo .. hehehe ..

yeey .. di Palolo itulah, kami, mahasiswa/i STT INTIM Makassar utusan Gereja Toraja melaksanakan orientasi slama 2 bulan penuh .. 

apa yang ku dapat slama di sana??

well yaaa .. 

it was a very precious moment, a very precious experience .. 

gmn ga, kita dlatih hidup di desa, jauh dr keramaian kota, hidup di daerah pegunungan, dan rumah tmpatku tinggal itu dkelilingi sawah (well actually, that is the most beautiful place to live, ^^) ..

hmm, beberapa kesusahan yg kujumpai dsana (dan smpat menjadi keluhanQ, hhe) :

- susah nyari penjual, kudu ke Palu (yang jarak tempuhny 1,5jam by a car) baru bs blanja (di    Ramayana :p)

- ga ada yg jualan ice cream ((padahal panasny di sana amat sangat menyengat (walopun cuacany dingin, amat2 dingin jg -gmn tuh ya??- hehe)) .. udah muter berkali2, ke bbrp penjual di sluruh penjuru palolo (lebay), ga jg nemu ice creamT__T

- ibadah rutinny jam 7 mlm, jd klo pimpin ibadah hrs masuk ke sawah malem2, becek2, gelap, banyak kodok, hahaha (but it was awesome) .. 

- suka mati lampuuuuu + sinyallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll susahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (this is the hardest part for me huaaaahahah) .. 

- jadwal playanan yg extraaaaa padat (aplg klo udh hr minggu, dr jam 8 pagi mpe jam 9 malem ga bkal istirahat, full mimpin ibadah dr skolah minggu ampe ibadah remaja, PW, Ibadah Jemaat n ngajar katekisasi -_-" ((kalah nihh yg praktek jemaat .. pendeta kalah malah jadwalny, hehe)) .. 

oke, ituu beberapa hal yang sempat menjadi keluhan2Q sejak berada di Palopo, sering kangen sm suasana Makassar yang bs dapetin apa aj dgn mudah .. tapiii .. tapiiii setelah mencoba memaknai lebih dalamm (NAH INI DIA POINT PENTINGNYA) .. aq sadar bahwa aq ke Palolo dalam rangka melayani, jd gimana pun medanny, sharusny aq bersyukur bs ditempa dan semakin dbuat dewasa lewat "hal yang kualami" di sana .. pada akhirny, sebelum meninggalkan Palolo di akhir Juli, aq sedihhh .. sediiiihhhh skali rasany hrs meninggalkan mereka (adik2 skolah minggu, ibu2, bapak2, tman2 pemuda dan ibu pdt yg udah jadi guru yang sangat2 baik bagiQ) .. sempat nangis pas ngucapin kesan dan pesan (abis terharu, kita disayaaaaaanggggggggggg bgt sm jemaaatt) hehehee .. makasihhhh banyak buat smuany .. kalian yg ajarin aq mngerti arti sebuah pelayanan di tempat yg susah dijangkau, thanks thanks thanksss ..

smua pengalaman dsana tak 'kan terlupakan, tak 'kan tergantikan ..

berharap suatu saat akan kembali kesana lg ((: (walopun stlah balik dr sana, kulitQ jd hangus hahaha) but it doesnt matter at all .. 

these are some photos during our service in Palolo-Palu

from left to right, 

- panen kacang tanah,

-@bandara mutiara palu,

- perdana pimpin ibdh jemaat ((: 

- in the car, pas mo bazar n lelang suara di Jemaat Elim Palu ^_^

from the left : Pdt. Vin's family : Cindy, Gemi (STT INTIM), the Priest, me, Pdt. Vin's Husband,

- with the kids 

- kamis ceria

- refresh @Milenium Waterpark with all students ((: 

 

it changes a lot ..

i just dont know what to say, what to do ..
it got me insane ..
feels like a stranger for him ..
even that he has back, but its like he's still so far away,
no just in distance, but also in connection with my feeling ..
there're some different things ..
the tears can never be stopped and it hurts me so much..
well, i just need someone to heal the pain ..
someone to sweep away the tears ..
someone to share with ..
someone who wants to hear "everything" that i say and try to understand how difficult to be in my position ..
God ,, please .. just dont let me down to deep .. i cant face it alone )): 

some wishes for you

hello blogxy .. 

so sorry .. as always, been busy with my college that i couldnt write down here, hehe .. 

how are youu??? 

the passed September was the most horrible month for me .. 

yah, he got birthday at 8th n we broke our relationship up at 23rd .. 

can you all imagine how it feels??

4 years we built that relation and it's not easy to leave it behind . 

we've lots of memories n it  makes me suffer everytime i think about it .. 

the times we spent apart hv made our love go 

stronger, 

but it hurt so bad that i cant take it any longer .. 

but then im willing to let you go .. 

the only reason is that i want you to get another happiness out there .. 

even im still lovin you, but i've to stay this way ..

we cant take it anymore and this is the best decision, i guess .. 

I just pray for your better future, n I dont even try to forget you .. 

be wiser n keep spirit to reach your dreams .. 

gudluck for you dear (: 

My Top Three Places ((:

Bonjour blogxy .. 

well, theres nothin' to do, so i got an idea to write down here ^^ ..
keep imagine about my top three places that i really want the most to visit : Venice, Paris-France, and London .. first, I love Venice for its romantic atmosphere that felt almost in the whole world *i thought* :D .. i love how people there doing their activities that go to somewhere places by their unique transportation, called "Gondola" or Vaporetto(alias bus air) .. yeah, the other name of this place is "city on the water" a.k.a "kota di atas air" ((: i love it so muchhhh, really want to be there someday and im sure someday i willlllll, amin amin amin :D *kudu nabung yaa* hehehe ..
these are some pictures 'bout that lovely city :

 this is Rialto Bridge .. what a cool view with the shadow of the lights on the water :* .. see the Gondola, its also surely sweet ((:

how can i deny that its a very sweet city ..
imagine that im in that one of the room of that building, sitting down at the window n lookin down there to see the people doing activities on the water :D

and this is Venice Vacation packages .. just so perfect i thought (:







then,why do i love London too?? yeah the only Reason is dearest "Princess Diana" .. shes one of my inspiration after Mom and Mother Teresa .. i love her .. i love that even she's dead already, her spirit, her passion, her kindly and her charity to anyone especially for them who are intimidated and for the orpans were still here, alive in my heart and im sure in every heart of people who loves to do the same !!! i want to see "her grave" .. i've dreamt about her 2 times in my life .. im happy even just in my dream :* .. shes the real "englandrose", the candle in the wind ((:

 This is Princess Diana's grave that is located in her own park (in the Althrop of Spencer) .. i really want to be there )):

 and this is London in the nights, crowded by the lights .. very cool .. want to hear the big ben chime, hehehe .. nabunggg yuuuukssss ((: 

 so, whats your opinion bout this one?? absolutely awesome !!

 its man and van ..

n this is also one of the icons there, the thelephone boooottthhhhhh, heheh

obviously cute, its just like a toys but its real :D 

hmm, i keep dreamin and im sure, "nothing is impossible" ..

anything is just about "time" .. 

then i know, someday i will ((: 

becoz God makes everything beautiful in the right n the best time !!Aminnnnnnn :D

Well, France n Swiss nyusul yaa .. lagi lumayan sibuk jg hehehe .. 

thanks for reading, thannks for leavin comments n thanks for pay attention (: 

with love :

Liemshe ^,^