never be ready to say goodbye, but do ready to let you go !!

i doing my best to remember how you made me happy, but everytime i think of you, all i can remember is how much pain you made me suffer. everyone told me not to love you, that all you would do is hurt me. i ignored them, i loved you, i believed you, i listened to the wrong person again and again.. those things make me understand that the real tears are not those that fall from my eyes and cover my face, but that fall from my heart and cover my soul ..

one day you'll realize how much i've really done and how much you've taken me for granted. but im affraid wont be alive by the time you do. knows that you never know what you had until its gone. and when its gone, you know you never can get it back. either its too late or it wasnt meant to be..

you said you were sorry. do you know im sorry means i'll never do that again? obviously not because you did it again. sometimes i wish we never dated because i hate falling asleep then waking up in the middle of the night and crying.. someday you'll miss me like i missed you, you'll need me like i needed you, you'll love me but i wont love you anymore. i just cant believe how someone can just walk away and pretend like nothing never ever happened and just completely forget 'bout you. im not mad at you for doing what you did to me. im mad of myself for believing your lies. for believing you could ever be true to me and ourlove.

yeay got it

Yah after losing my ace, finally I got a new bb ((: .. ini kasta paling rendah, tp I think this is the most invincible .. then how about android?? Yah I love how it works. Android helped me in so many things .. will get another one if my money hv been enough ((: *celengan cepad penuh donkkk heheheh :p

Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.1

"dosen" hasnt came yet

pfff, this is the 3rd weeks but my lecturer hasnt came yet !!! we pay to study here so please confirm us for every lil reasons causing you do not present -__-" ..

kapannnn saya pintarrrr paaaaaaakkk hahahah, cped dateng donkkk paaaakk kita mw blajarr hiksss )):

Belong To Gen.2011

well yeah .. sabtu kmarin, tepat tgl 28 januari 2012, angkatan 2011 STT Intim Mks ngadain ibadah natal & syukuran to thank God for the new year ((: .. seru lho, walopun ga smua yang hadir, tp ttep heboh hehehe .. foto2 was the most fave session :D for us .. here are the photos :

this is mine, with them ((:

 

<< ini koord. seksi kerohanian kita, namanya nophayyy alias raul lemos alias raul gonzales alias novieeeeeeeee :p

Klo yang ini cwo paling ganteng se papua, namanya Elroy Quelle Mamoribo,  anaknya pak Yohanis dan ibu Martha hahah (nama ortu kami kembar lhoo :p ) . btw, ini kek foto pre-wedding yaaa :p

 p.s : han2 jgn marah (:

 <<< yang ini utusan GT .. 1 cwo lenje dkelilingi baine2 manningnya toraya :p hehehe, from left : michan, ecchonk, imchie, rifka ..

nah yang ini sm crew 2011, walopun ga smuanya ada yaaa hehehe .. love it :*

Oke itu sebagian foto2 kita, bwd kenang2an klo uda pisah nanti huahaha, keep moving forward buddies ..

ACE in Memorian

heii blogxy .. kemarin diriku berduka .. my lovely ace is dead T__T .. nyemplung ke dalem closet, hiksss .. tp ternyata dy sangat2 hebat yaa .. waktu uda dikipas2in, djemur bentar, eh bs berfungsi lg sperti biasa, awww thats why i love youuu my ex phone )): .. sbnernya nda rela lepasin kamu, tp daripada besok2 ada apa2, mending kulepasin skrg yaa hehehe .. im going to pick another type of you honey hehehe .. really love how android helped me in doing anything :* .. selamat jalan aceku syg, be nice to the next owner yaaa, im gonna miss you xoxo

-imchie-

What News?? hehe

tar malem mo khotbah di ibadah syukuran tahun baru + natalan angkatan 2011 STT INTIM Mks .. heheh, am i nurveous?? im not!! ciee, hrs berani donk, kan udah dkasih kepercayaan :D .. Well, wish me luck tonite :*