i doing my best to remember how you made me happy, but everytime i think of you, all i can remember is how much pain you made me suffer. everyone told me not to love you, that all you would do is hurt me. i ignored them, i loved you, i believed you, i listened to the wrong person again and again.. those things make me understand that the real tears are not those that fall from my eyes and cover my face, but that fall from my heart and cover my soul ..
one day you'll realize how much i've really done and how much you've taken me for granted. but im affraid wont be alive by the time you do. knows that you never know what you had until its gone. and when its gone, you know you never can get it back. either its too late or it wasnt meant to be..
you said you were sorry. do you know im sorry means i'll never do that again? obviously not because you did it again. sometimes i wish we never dated because i hate falling asleep then waking up in the middle of the night and crying.. someday you'll miss me like i missed you, you'll need me like i needed you, you'll love me but i wont love you anymore. i just cant believe how someone can just walk away and pretend like nothing never ever happened and just completely forget 'bout you. im not mad at you for doing what you did to me. im mad of myself for believing your lies. for believing you could ever be true to me and ourlove.
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